I had been speaking at a local church doing an 8-week course on the prophetic when I noticed every evening a man in the front row constantly scribbling notes. At first I wondered if he was a reporter since in the past that was the case. Either way, it made me slightly nervous, as he looked somewhat official. After several nights he came up to me to have a chat and I obliged him. He told me that he was a professor from the seminary and he had been very interested in the course. I was taken aback by this feeling somewhat flattered. He told me one of his jobs at the seminary was to grade the students while they “Preached”. He said it was normal for a couple of doctrinal errors to occur and I think they were allowed up to three minor ones if I recall. He said to me that he was absolutely amazed when he heard me speak several times without a single doctrinal error. He said that this was nearly impossible for someone like me (No formal training) and was completely shocked by this. He said there can only be one answer that indeed God has completely inspired me to bring forth this teaching and it was under his direction. I told him that there was more to this story than he currently knew. I told him how God had taken me to heaven for four hours and he poured into me vast amounts of knowledge from the source of all creation.
As time went on God began to speak to me about ‘Sublimation’. I had never heard the word honestly until the Lord spoke it to me and I had to look it up in the dictionary. Sublimation basically is the putting together or two things so that they actually become one of another thing. I didn’t really understand fully at the time until God had given me some supporting dreams and then took me to heaven to explain it.
I was again ushered into an upper part of heaven and could only see the glory cloud and the Lord stood behind me speaking. I had a vision of myself in front of me as the Lord spoke. He took his hand in the Vision version of me and ran his hand through the middle of my skull. On one side he placed his Holy Spirit or His mind inside of my skull and then bonded the two halves together until they became a different combined object (sublimated). He then placed the vision version of me back on earth but with the newly combined brain. I could see that our thoughts or his thoughts and cares were now mine as well. In fact as time went on I could see and feel quite clearly whatever He felt, including His anger.
He spoke to me “I have placed your mind equally in heaven and on earth so that you would know my thoughts and cares. I have called you to be a writer who writes from my heart and can understand things from both a heavenly point of view and an earthly. You are now and will be in two places at once at all times”. I then could see clearly, a vision of me standing both on earth and in heaven all the time.
I must say after that experience, I began to understand far more clearly the wisdom I was receiving was inside of me and was part of my life. It didn’t seem to happen all at once but was more gradual over time. As I began to minister in different church's I would also sometimes be taken over by the Lord as he would speak through me. During these times several people would come to me afterwards saying, that I turned into Jesus while I was speaking. This began to occur over and over again as time went on. This also occurred to William Branham during his ministry.
As time went on it became impossible to listen to other speakers, as their messages seemed so simplistic and irrelevant. I definitely had God’s passion it seemed, and I felt myself angry for days over injustice and things that God cared about but man took no notice of. This vision of his point of view gets me into trouble all the time. At the time this happened, I had been a spirit filled Christian for 22 years.
King James Version (KJV)
20I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.