DREAM ABOUT HELL AND UN-FORGIVENESS

     Although this is an older dream it is still very relevant, maybe even more today. I was out walking in my prayer time and it flooded my mind as the Lord began to show me details I had forgotten. One of the details was that at the end of the dream I asked the Lord “What can I do” and he never answered.  I realized today that since I started my blog last year I had no outlet for many of these dreams and just left them until I knew exactly what to do with them. Now I have had tens of thousands of readers and I did not expect it when I started it. In fact over the years the Lord told me several times to warn people but at the time had no outlet to speak of. Maybe this is one of those places for now.

Dream 1999.

It was black as night as we descended into the huge unpromising opening in the ground. My nostrils stung as the foul stench choked me. It reminded me of a sewer treatment facility. Jesus made no sound as he went before me and I was compelled to follow.  Deeper and deeper we descended into the near darkness. Soon I was able to make out the rock wall beside me. In the distance I heard moans and screams that made me cringe and draw closer to Jesus.  We came into a large open area and the screams were now deafening. Every wall was covered in dirt and sludge and demons and people were chained to the grimy walls. Demons at least eight feet high were chained next to grotesque looking people screaming at the top of their lungs. I saw what looked like several family members all chained in a line next to several grotesque demons. I was shocked when I looked at how many women were there and in fact I think I saw at least 10 times as many women as men. As far as I could see in almost every direction were thousands upon thousands of demons and women.

It was then that Jesus finally broke the silence and shouted to the people there, “How many of you are here because of Harry Potter”. I almost laughed when He asked but none made a move. He then asked, “How many of you are here because of un-forgiveness!” They all raised their hands! I was stunned! I noticed in life many times Christians boasting of how wonderful they were yet harbored un-forgiveness towards people in their lives which made no sense to me. Some claimed they were under ‘grace’ yet continued on turning their children against their fathers because of their own un-forgiveness.

            Jesus turned to me and spoke with great seriousness.

“Many of these woman here, were raped and treated brutally yet chose to remain bitter and to not forgive their perpetrators justifying their sin. Many women divorced and chose to hate their husbands then trained their children to hate their fathers as well. When the children chose to not forgive they came here as well. That is why you will find whole generations of family’s, which passed on their bitterness to their children and they ended up here as well.”

 Jesus was weeping at this point I could feel his heart breaking and wanted with all my heart to warn others.

 Jesus added “They followed the unjust laws of man, ignoring my laws which fueled their bitterness, then passed it on to their children. Some of these even stole their children and murdered them rather that their husbands loving them. The tears of many of these husbands and fathers follow them into heaven.”

I was crying at this point, devastated by what I saw and felt. I knew first hand about all the unjust laws regarding family law. Men are treated like third class citizens with no family value whatsoever. The courts are dominated by the feminist movement, which is run by Satan himself. I was almost angry at what Jesus had shown me and felt defenseless at the demonic system over us.

I asked Jesus “What can I do.”

Jesus tearfully looked me squarely in the eyes and never spoke a word.

This dream haunted me for years and felt I was unable to do something until now, now that I’ve started this blog.

The Parable of the Unmerciful Servant

21 Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, “Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother or sister who sins against me? Up to seven times?”

22 Jesus answered, “I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.[g]

23 “Therefore, the kingdom of heaven is like a king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants. 24 As he began the settlement, a man who owed him ten thousand bags of gold[h] was brought to him. 25 Since he was not able to pay, the master ordered that he and his wife and his children and all that he had be sold to repay the debt.

26 “At this the servant fell on his knees before him. ‘Be patient with me,’ he begged, ‘and I will pay back everything.’ 27 The servant’s master took pity on him, canceled the debt and let him go.

28 “But when that servant went out, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred silver coins.[i] He grabbed him and began to choke him. ‘Pay back what you owe me!’ he demanded.

29 “His fellow servant fell to his knees and begged him, ‘Be patient with me, and I will pay it back.’

30 “But he refused. Instead, he went off and had the man thrown into prison until he could pay the debt. 31 When the other servants saw what had happened, they were outraged and went and told their master everything that had happened.

32 “Then the master called the servant in. ‘You wicked servant,’ he said, ‘I canceled all that debt of yours because you begged me to. 33 Shouldn’t you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?’ 34 In anger his master handed him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed.

35 “This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother or sister from your heart.”

DREAM OF ASSASSINATION ATTEMPT ON OBAMA -GETTING FULFILLED JULY 13TH 2012

Dream 12-06-20

I dreamt that the space shuttle exploded on re-entry. We all moaned at the great tragedy. While I was looking at the wreckage on the ground President Obama showed up with a couple of SS agents. The President and I were climbing over the wreckage and I could see he was very worried. I knew, he knew it was sabotage or it was shot down. I noticed the SS agents left him alone so we started talking. He stayed very close to me and talked softly so no one else could hear. I had an overwhelming feeling that what happened was related to him and that there would be an assignation attempt on him. I told him what I was feeling and he did not seem surprised. It was then I noticed that the SS team protecting him kept leaving us out in the open. This made me really nervous as I suspected they might also be behind it. We left that scene and traveled a little into a nearby town and they same thing happened. This time Michelle Obama showed up with us and she was also suspicious of the detail leaving us in the open. I told the President that we needed to stay in buildings as much as possible to avoid any attempts on his life. He was genuinely scared for his life. He seemed really happy that he could trust me and I could see he no longer trusted anyone around him.

EJO

Part of the Fulfillment JULY13th-2012

The, Clarence Williams and Mary Pat Flaherty
Washington Post 

A Washington police officer who worked as a motorcycle escort for White House officials and other dignitaries was moved to administrative duty Wednesday after he allegedly was overheard making threatening comments toward Michelle Obama, according to several police officials.

The police department’s Internal Affairs Division is investigating the alleged comments and notified the U.S. Secret Service Wednesday, said the officials, who spoke on condition of anonymity because they were not authorized to give details of the investigation.

The motorman allegedly made the comments Wednesday morning as several officers from the Special Operations Division discussed threats against the Obamas. It was not immediately clear where the alleged conversation took place or exactly how many officers took part in the conversation.

During that conversation, the officials said, the officer allegedly said he would shoot the First Lady and then used his phone to retrieve a picture of the firearm he said he would use. It was not immediately clear what type of firearm was allegedly shown.

An officer overheard the alleged threat and reported it to a police lieutenant at the Division, who immediately notified superiors, the officials said.

“We received an allegation that inappropriate comments were made. We are currently investigating the nature of those comments,” D.C. police spokeswoman Gwendolyn Crump said in an e-mail. She declined to discuss the matter further.

Police officials declined to identify the officer. Officials from the U.S. Attorney’s office declined comment.

In an interview Thursday afternoon, police union chief Kristopher Baumann said he did not have details on the matter.

There was no indication of a legitimate danger to Michelle Obama. A Secret Service spokesman declined to provide further details, saying in an email that the agency was aware of the incident and “will conduct appropriate follow-up.”

Police officials immediately reassigned the officer to other duties, the police officials said.

The police escorts the Special Operations Division performs for the First Family are dignitary escorts. Police escorts for non-dignitaries drew attention in April 2011 when District officers accompanied actor Charlie Sheen from Dulles Airport to DAR Constitution Hall when Sheen was running late to a concert.

The propriety and cost of that run — which was reimbursed by a concert organizer — was debated later at a District Council hearing and reviewed by the District’s Office of the Inspector General which concluded, among other findings, that the department needed clearer guidelines on conducting escorts.

DREAM OF HEALING AND A SLEEPING CHURCH

Monday, June 28, 2010

 I was at some church. All the people looked the same and dressed the same. They all appeared to be asleep or zombies. I decided to fly and see if I could wake them. I flew up to the ceiling and walked upside down but none moved. I was frustrated thinking what an incredible miracle I am showing them but they cant see it. I flew back down and saw a man with a twisted foot and felt compassion on him. I prayed for him and he was instantly healed. The people started to wake up and come over to see the miracle. They seemed astonished and the color started coming back into them.

The flying part has to do with walking by faith which no-one is really doing in North America anymore. The only thing that will wake the sleeping church are the creative miracles that are coming. EJ Ouellette

WORD ABOUT THE IMMINENT COLLAPSE - I received in prayer

In prayer yesterday I got another word about the imminent economic collapse. I had a vision of several men holding ropes as a giant weight that they couldn't possibly stop was sliding down a hill dragging them behind it. The men were furiously fighting against the weight which was out of control.

Then I heard later that day that all the American propaganda news networks (FOX CNN ABC NBC etc)  weren't reporting the seriousness of the situation. In fact that most Americans have lost %40 of their net worth since 2007.

This week a Citibank report came out showing the US economy was in such poor shape that 23% of small business owners had gone "at least a year" without pay. (That amounts to 6.1 million business owners). And now the news from the US Fed that between 2007-2010, US families lost almost 40% of their net worth. As we have been saying for some time, sadly this is a long "DEPRESSION", not just a brief `recession´. But the question is, for those living in places like the USA, the UK and Europe - are you noticing any real change in attitude yet? Is there any real sense that peoples' values are changing with regard to lifestyle and materialism, etc? Is there a "sea change" going on that you can actually see and feel? How many years do you think such a thing might take? 

I HEARD THE TRUMPET BLAST ! -EJ Ouellette

12-06-09 After hearing about all the noises being heard around the world I finally today got to experience it for the first time. At 10 am this morning while sitting at my computer I heard a loud trumpet blast coming through my open window. IT was at first a very low frequency almost like a Tuba but it was then followed by several other blasts lasting until 10:23 am and then again at about 11:30. IT was far louder than I thought it would be based on some youtube videos but nonetheless it was very eerie sounding like one would expect the trumpet blast in Revelation 8 to sound like. There was a lot of ambient noise in my room and the blast came through clearly over the noise. I went outside as well to see if I could pinpoint the origin but it sounded clearly as if it came from the sky. It definitely gives you goose bumps and that end of the world feeling. If you have not heard any yet you can listen at the bottom of the blog entry. 

I looked up Revelation 8 and I noticed that the blast is preceded by Hail and Fire and blood. And that a 3rd of the earth was burned up. Coincidently when planet X aka Niribu, fly’s by on Dec 21st 2012 it is followed by a giant asteroid belt which will pelt the earth with flaming rocks just like the ones aimed at Sodom and Gomorrah a few years back. 

 REV 8:6 The Trumpets :Then the seven angels who had the seven trumpets prepared to sound them. 7 The first angel sounded his trumpet, and there came hail and fire mixed with blood, and it was hurled down on the earth. A third of the earth was burned up, a third of the trees were burned up, and all the green grass was burned up.

Psychological fitness: Spot difference between 'healthy' and 'neurotic' guilt

Since this is an epidemic in the church as well, I thought I would post this as I know many people mix these up all the time. No one in the church ever talks about healthy guilt.

Unresolved feelings of guilt are a common component of depression and low self-esteem. In order to sort through such nagging feelings, it can help to divide guilt into two different types.

The first type is the kind we feel when we've done something we believe to be wrong. We know we did it and we know it violates our personal moral or ethical code. Let's call this a "healthy guilt." It's the feeling that's appropriate and fitting when we've done something wrong.

The second type is the kind of guilt we feel when we really haven't done anything wrong, but feel "as if" we have. Let's call this a "neurotic guilt." It's misplaced and doesn't belong. It's the result of a distortion of responsibility, and it serves no useful or healthy purpose.

Two ways to process guilt

The process for handling or resolving the guilt is different depending on which guilt it is. Healthy guilt needs to be accepted and worked through. Neurotic guilt needs to be challenged and rejected.

We can process healthy guilt by saying, "Although this guilt doesn't taste so good, it's basically good for me so I need to accept it, swallow it, digest it, learn from it and move on." This process teaches us how to take responsibility for mistakes, feel badly about it for a reasonable period of time, make amends if possible, forgive ourselves and get back in the game.

We need to process neurotic guilt very differently. This process says, "This guilt does not belong here, it should not be accepted into the system and it needs to be returned to sender." This process requires that we examine our behavior from an adult, rational perspective and that we not take responsibility for things which were not under our control. The goal is to identify guilt that entered inappropriately and deport it back to where it belongs.

Resolve guilt by processing it correctly

Problems occur when we try to process guilt using the wrong system. If you've messed up and you know it but you're trying to handle it by rejecting the guilt, you might have trouble attaining a sense of peace. A healthy part of you knows you should accept the guilt and allow it to work its way through you, but another part of you is fighting against this. Maybe this is what they mean by "swallow your pride."

On the other hand, if you're blaming yourself for something that was simply not your responsibility, you're trying to ingest a neurotic guilt that really ought to be rejected. A healthy part of you senses that this guilt should not be taken in, but you're having trouble spitting it out.

A reasonable dose of healthy guilt over a reasonable period of time won't hurt you and can even teach you humility, which in turn builds wisdom and personal strength. Holding on to neurotic guilt can cause you to walk with your head hanging low, shrinking from living life freely and fully. If the guilt has your name on it, claim it. If not, let it go.

Art Frenz, Ph.D., is a clinical psychologist in private practice. He can be contacted at Psychological Fitness, 1200 Monroe St., Endicott, NY, 13760.

RAISING THE DEAD DREAM by EJ Ouellette

I was working in the audio business installing sound systems in church’s, funeral homes and other institutions. In fact I was sub contracting for the president of the “Audio Engineering Society” in Canada as he also had his own firm. We had been given a contract to re-do a major funeral home in Toronto in 1995 when this event occurred.

We had to work the graveyard shift (9pm to 9am) every night for 2 weeks completely re-doing the sound system on an old four-story mansion in Toronto. They would not close the caskets for us so but instead had to lay plastic drop-sheets over the displayed bodies as we worked. It was very creepy I might add. One evening when I came in I noticed a young boy around 10 years old in a casket. My heart broke as I saw him and the pictures of him on his hockey team with his friends and other family pictures. I started to weep knowing the incredible pain the family must be going through. Without any warning the spirit of God came on me mightily and I nearly fell to the floor. I remembered I could order this boy back to life if I wanted. I felt it was completely possible but seemed to lack any boldness that I sure could have used at that moment. Instead I said it under my breath “In the name of Jesus rise and be made whole”. I was overwhelmed at that moment that it might happen and ran out of that room. I felt terrible I reacted so badly. All night long I expected a young boy to come up behind me, tap me on the shoulder and ask for a ride home.

That day I couldn’t sleep. I was riddled with guilt knowing I could have done something but totally wimped out. I repented over and over again begging God to forgive me for not getting out of the boat. I finally fell asleep and had this dream.

I dreamed I was at another funeral home. It was a brand new place and I had been working at that home previously. I saw a black man in a casket and the family all around crying and wailing away. This time I was full of boldness as I rushed into that room, ordered that man to come back to life and he did. He sat up in his casket and the whole family fainted. I mean fell out of their chairs to the newly carpeted floor! The funeral director came running down the hall hearing the commotion and saw that man sitting in his coffin, smiling like that cat that ate the canary. And he screamed at me “YOU CANT DO THAT!” To which I replied, “I just did”.

I awoke at that point feeling somewhat relieved and Jesus immediately spoke to me “The time will come soon”.

I believe with all my heart that day is coming soon and that we are at the door. Even now I notice a new boldness in me.

EJ Ouellette

New World Order is here.Banned Episode: Conspiracy Theory with Jesse Ventura - Police State

The Beast out of the Earth

Revelation 13:11 Then I saw a second beast, coming out of the earth. It had two horns like a lamb, but it spoke like a dragon. 12 It exercised all the authority of the first beast on its behalf, and made the earth and its inhabitants worship the first beast, whose fatal wound had been healed.13 And it performed great signs, even causing fire to come down from heaven to the earth in full view of the people. 14 Because of the signs it was given power to perform on behalf of the first beast, it deceived the inhabitants of the earth. It ordered them to set up an image in honor of the beast who was wounded by the sword and yet lived. 15 The second beast was given power to give breath to the image of the first beast, so that the image could speak and cause all who refused to worship the image to be killed. 16 It also forced all people, great and small, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hands or on their foreheads, 17 so that they could not buy or sell unless they had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of its name.

18 This calls for wisdom. Let the person who has insight calculate the number of the beast, for it is the number of a man.[e] That number is 666.

EXORCISM DREAM -by EJ Ouellette

May 25, 2012

Dreamt I was called in to do an exorcism at someone’s house. When I got there, there was man in a living room sitting in a chair shouting all kinds of scriptures at me. He seemed perturbed at me and all those around him seemed genuinely upset. I could see clearly that a spirit of delusion had come over him. All things he said seemed to make sense but it was all completely void of the spirit of God. He was no interested in knowing the difference and I kinda felt if I argued with him it would be like arguing with Satan himself. I decided to not respond to his insanity but instead I started casting out the spirit of delusion. Nothing happened! I did it 3 times but no avail. The people who called for me looked distraught, as they didn’t know what to do. I knew that casting out these powerful demons needed fasting for three days first, as I have done many in the past. I would never attempt this unless I had fasted first. Since they just called me I had no time and knew I would have to come back instead. It was then that I realized that this man was under Judgment like King Nebuchadnezzar and his pride had snared him. Most likely he would be under a tree for a long time growling like a dog and not in his right mind until he repented. I knew I could not help him so I left.

When I awoke it scared me that someone could be so deluded thinking they were right when they had completely missed the boat. I remembered a girl I prophesied to years ago, that unless she repented she would become like king Nebuchadnezzar and find herself under a tree barking like a dog. She was committed to an asylum almost immediately and is still there today. EJ Ouellette

Discipleship Is Not a Dirty Word by Lee Grady

Discipleship Is Not a Dirty Word

Wednesday, 09 May 2012 08:54 AM EDT J. Lee GradyNewsletters - Fire In My Bones

Reclaiming the process of discipleship will require a total overhaul of how we do church.

I get funny looks from some charismatic Christians when I tell them I believe God is calling us back to radical discipleship. Those in the over-50 crowd—people who lived through the charismatic movement of the 1970s—are likely to have a bad taste in their mouths when it comes to the dreaded “D word.”

That’s because the so-called Discipleship Movement (also known as the Shepherding Movement and the VINEYARD church) turned a vital biblical principle into a weapon and abused people with it. Churches that embraced the warped doctrines of shepherding required believers to get permission from their pastors before they bought cars, got pregnant or moved to a new city. Immature leaders became dictators, church members became their loyal minions, and the Holy Spirit’s fire was snuffed out because of a pervasive spirit of control.

"Reclaiming this process of discipleship is going to require a total overhaul of how we do church. Do we really want to produce mature disciples who have the character of Jesus and are able to do His works? Or are we content with shallow believers and shallow faith?”

I don’t ever want to live through that again. I know countless people who are still licking their wounds from the spiritual abuse they suffered while attending hyper-controlling churches in the 1970s and ‘80s. Some of them still cannot trust a pastor today; others walked away from God because leaders misused their authority—all in the name of “discipleship.”

Yet I’m still convinced that relational discipleship—a strategy Jesus and the apostle Paul modeled for us—is as vital as ever. If anything the pendulum has now swung dangerously in the opposite direction. In today’s free-wheeling, come-as-you-are, pick-what-you-want, whatever-floats-your-boat Christianity, we make no demands and enforce no standards. We’re just happy to get warm rumps in seats. As long as people file in and out of the pews and we do the Sunday drill, we think we’ve accomplished something.

But Jesus did not command us to go therefore and attract crowds. He called us to make disciples (see Matt. 28:19), and that cannot be done exclusively in once-a-week meetings, no matter how many times the preacher can get the people to shout or wave handkerchiefs. If we don’t take immature Christians through a discipleship process (which is best done in small groups or one-on-one gatherings), people will end up in a perpetual state of immaturity.

David Kinnaman, author of the excellent book un-Christian, articulated the problem this way: “Most people in America, when they are exposed to the Christian faith, are not being transformed. They take one step into the door, and the journey ends. They are not being allowed, encouraged, or equipped to love or to think like Christ. Yet in many ways a focus on spiritual formation fits what a new generation is really seeking. Transformation is a process, a journey, not a one-time decision.”

Reclaiming this process of discipleship is going to require a total overhaul of how we do church. Do we really want to produce mature disciples who have the character of Jesus and are able to do His works? Or are we content with shallow believers and shallow faith?

A friend of mine had to face this question while he was pastoring in Florida. As a young father, he had a habit of putting his infant son in a car seat and driving him around his neighborhood at night in order to lull him to sleep. Once during this ritual the Holy Spirit spoke to this pastor rather bluntly. He said: “This is what you are doing in your church. You are just driving babies around.”

My friend came under conviction. He realized he had fallen into the trap of entertaining his congregation with events and programs, even though the people were not growing spiritually. He was actually content to keep them in infancy. As long as they filled their seats each Sunday, and paid their tithes, he was happy. Yet no one was growing, and they certainly were not producing fruit by reaching others for Christ.

How can we make this paradigm shift in to discipleship? How can we add “the D word” back into our vocabulary?

Churches must stop exclusively focusing on big events and get people involved in small groups, where personal ministry can take place.

We must stop treating people like numbers and get back to valuing relationships.

Leaders must reject the celebrity preacher model and start investing their lives in individuals.

When we stand before Christ and He evaluates our ministries, He will not be asking us how many people sat in our pews, watched our TV programs, gave in our telethons or filled out response cards. He is not going to evaluate us based on how many people fell under the power of God or how many healings we counted in each service. He will ask how many faithful disciples we made. I pray we will make this our priority.

J. Lee Grady is the former editor of Charisma and the director of The Mordecai Project. You can follow him on Twitter at leegrady. His latest book is 10 Lies Men Believe (Charisma House).